Howling Winds and Dangerous Waters

shitty day

2009-08-31T06:12:45Z

today is my birthday. nothing special happens ever. yay

august 7

2009-08-07T15:10:03Z

I am currently in Columbuc NC Polk COunty at my boyfriends enourmous farm waiting to go get an apart,ment for school. im waiting to leave and its taking forever. Ill give an extensive last month update soon.

mental_tsunami @ 2009-06-27T01:53:00

2009-06-27T05:54:27Z

my wisdom teeth are coming in.
I have a large cut on the inside of my lip.
:(

UPDATE

2009-06-20T19:17:37Z

So its time for an update I suppose. I have been having a pretty boring summer so far. I am too broke to go anywhere and too much of an insomniac to actually go places during the day. My puppy Rorschach is hugemongous and a terror but I love her. Im seriously looking to get some ink done this summer as soon as I have the cash for it but who knows when that will be. Im am going down to Ft Laudy soon to see my boyfriend in two weeks. I am so excited to see him its been like two months or something ridiculous.I started a blog that is related to my proffesional career but it isnt anywhere near being ready to link to from anywhere. I am really gonna try to use this thing more, or dedicate writing my thoughts down somewhere at least. I got into the show TrueBlood recently, I mean how can I resist vampires? Also I am looking for books to read and would love some suggestions! Give Me SOME! Ciao!

top of the four season

2009-03-01T06:35:28Z

hey pulling an all nighter on this sociology paper. wanted to say hey. im alive. im starting my film and photography projects soon. and my screenplay. novel is slowing creeping to a head. bored and waiting for my revolution to being.

mental_tsunami @ 2009-01-02T18:51:00

2009-01-02T23:51:58Z

Im going to make music

mental_tsunami @ 2008-05-26T21:34:00

2008-05-27T01:36:23Z

i hate my family

i wont be the one to leave this in pieces

2007-12-09T00:07:17Z

ive been angrier i know i have, ive def been more pissed about things in my life but at the moment ie never been more furious. i couldnt possibly explain why or how but i just need everyone to know that i am MAD. i am soooooo goddamn mad and its been about two hours that ive been this mad. maybe less. and no one gives less of a crap. that makes me angrier

mental_tsunami @ 2007-11-20T01:28:00

2007-11-20T06:30:05Z

i have a boyfriend...his name is dan...im smitten...yay

mental_tsunami @ 2007-09-18T02:58:00

2007-09-18T07:00:04Z

it is 3 in the morning and i am awake. i am awake because i have been depressed and have not been sleeping correctly but instead have been sleeping all day. i broke my phone and have to go see if my school will give me a new one....gah. im still depressed.

Thought: COLLEGE and those who FORSAKE me

2007-08-19T17:59:46Z

college rocks. fuck all of you who havent called or wished me luck or anything. I love my hall family and all my new lovas....also love you good afternoon

Thought: At School

2007-08-15T21:33:25Z

Hey I am officially at school. Its weird but I like it!!! Yay!!!!

Thoughts: Gone in the Morning

2007-08-15T01:28:19Z

I will be on an airplane at 845 am in the morning heading for school....how bazaar is that?...
nest time you hear from me ill be at school....even weirder?
Also my mom isnt letting me go out for one last hoorah with with my brother...what a cunt

Thoughts: So Scared and So Sad

2007-08-14T04:26:59Z

I leave tomorrow seeing as how it is already Tuesday August 14, 2007. And you see the problem is everyone i care for and love has made no effort to see me. Not a single one. I loved them so much and now I see how they really are. How they really value me and all that I am. I am so very sad to realize that I mean nothing to no one. Maybe me leaving is for the best... I can start over and not have to worry about all of those people I thought loved me. But I am so very very terrified.

Thoughts: Sexy Mens and Sexy Movie

2007-08-12T20:35:21Z

Velvet Goldmine is brilliant. How have I not seen it before?

Thought: Update On Me

2007-08-08T01:08:56Z

So here are some updates....
College: Flying down to NC instead of driving and madre is bringing all my shit later.
Music: Crazy over and in love with Eyeshine.
Love: I think Im in love with someone but as per usual it will never happen.
Movie: International version of Beowulf trailer has naked Angeline...YUM
College(Again): I leave in a week in a DAY!!!!!! GAH!!!
Work: MAKING MONEY!!!!

Thats All MUCH LOVE anD MUCH CRAZIES TO ALL!!!!!

Smooch

El Mono Loco

Thoughts: RIP and Good Times.

2007-08-03T18:46:32Z

Chilled with Sky Mira and Aaron yesterday. Good times had by all. Except that I got sick after Aaron drove me home....his car is hella sexy. Er at work and still kinda feelin weird although I am hungry. Oh yeah i have sad news. My darling fished passed away.

You are loved and I miss you dearly....

RIP

Thought: Brothers

2007-07-30T06:31:05Z

my brother smells like poop....they both do

Thought: HOUSING INFO FINALLY!!!

2007-07-30T00:15:15Z

i finally got my housing information and i got the dorm i wanted....granted i didnt put a second choice so HAHAHA yay housing....my roomate if that girl i found on facebook is my roommate though it has to be she looks pretty normal which is boring but i hope not...and i hope she okays me bringing satan...yay good times

Thought: CARS!!!

2007-07-29T16:41:20Z

im trying to buy a car. i realized today that i am going to be very far away at school and it would end up being cheaper to own a car than to take the train all the time. sadly my mother does not see it that way. i need a fucking job. and if i work at school like i want then ill just buy one myself.

Thought: Pets

2007-07-29T14:04:13Z

i want to get an animal for my dorm in NC and if i knew who my roommate was i would just bring my iddle kitty satan but i kind of want a chihuahua. just because of transformers i think...anywhoo i know they are kinda weird looking but sometimes they can be sooo cute and i rly want to take a pet with me and the kids there have like rabbits and stuff so i might just take satan with me

Thought: EEK BEOWULF TRAILER

2007-07-26T20:18:38Z

EEEEK THEY PUT THE TRAILER UP THIS MORNING!!!

Thought: TERRIFIED

2007-07-23T10:24:48Z

i have college in sixteen days.....good lord

Thought: Harry Potter Deathly Hallows and Sky

2007-07-23T10:19:05Z

so anyhoo i was going to be all like hey sky we should chill and then realized shes in santa fe.
i also slept all day yesterday because i read HPDH in like eleven hrs. i wont spoil anything and i thought it was okay i predicted most shit but i liked it. i enjoyed it and am sad its over i was not so pleased with the epilogue and will now return to reading stardust the golden compass and the other five books im reading at the moment.

Thought: NO SLEEP TILL BROOKLYN

2007-07-20T09:06:58Z

havent slept again which is probly going to bite me in that ass tomorrow seeing as how i am suppose to go to the harry potter thing. altho i should have passed out by now seeing as how i have only slept three rs maybe today